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Toby Chapter Twelve

Previously in novel: Farm boy Harley Sadler made good on his promise to his in-laws to make Billie the star of his traveling tent show. Along the way he also helped out farmers stung by the Depression and was approached by politicians to run for the Texas Legislature. At the same time Billie began to sink into alcoholism.

Harley pulled his little Chevy coupe into a downtown alley leading to the back door of the First State Bank. It was dark, far away from the lamppost-lit main street, which, at this hour of the early morning, was deserted. No one wanted to take any chances that prying eyes could spy a prosperous businessman entering the bank for a game of poker.
Sam and Harley sat in the inky black shadows of the alley waiting for a second floor shutter to blink at them. They flashed their headlights, and the blinds unperceptively shook, a final signal all was clear. They sneaked from their car, slipped through the recently unlocked back door and felt their way up the dark back stairwell.
Once they were on the second floor, Harley and Sam noticed one door down the hall was ajar, letting a dim light seep out. As they walked closer, Harley could detect a low grumbling of raspy male voices. When he opened the door a low chorus of greetings barely ruffled the silent conspiracy of illegal gambling. A pall of cigarette smoke provided the final layer of impropriety.
“Well, it’s about time. We was about to give up on you.” The speaker wore an impressive suede leather jacket and blue serge slacks. Any casual observer would have taken him as one of the local bankers. But his burnt tan line across the middle of his forehead revealed him as a prosperous rancher, equally wealthy to any lawyer or banker.
“Never write me off,” Harley said with an impish grin as he sat next to the suede coat rancher. “Wherever there’s a poke game Harley Sadler’s sure to be in it!”
Patiently waiting to be dealt in, Harley explained, “No, the reason I was late was because I was approached to run for the legislature.”
“Toby in the Ledge!” the rancher guffawed as he examined his cards. On his right hand, he sported a pinky ring of white gold and a diamond large enough to turn any new bride pea-green with envy.
“Enough about the Ledge, gentlemen,” Sam announced. “Let’s play some poker. I’ve been waiting for this all evening.”
The dealer was the only man at the table except for Harley and Sam who was not a rancher. He was a banker. They were in his building. And if anyone needed quick money to continue in the game he was the man who supplied the loan at an interest rate as illegal as the game itself.
“So you think that’s what folks would think?” Harley asked as he studied his cards. “It was Toby running for the legislature?”
“You can’t blame them,” another rancher at the table piped up. “All they know about you is that you’re Toby.”
“Aww, don’t pay attention to him,” the banker said. “Of course, they’d know it was Harley. Harley and Toby, that is.”
***
Across town in the hotel room, Billie stretched out on a bed, and Sue collapsed in an easy chair, pouring each of them a shot of whiskey.
“Well, Billie, here’s to your cold.”
She reached over to take the glass. “Thanks.” As she gurgled it she tried to say, “It’s getting worse every minute.” Billie swallowed hard and paused to consider her thoughts. “I don’t really mind if Harley plays poker.”
“Who said you did?” Sue asked. “The man knows how to win, and—more important—when to quit.”
“No,” Billie replied, furrowing her brow. “I mean I don’t mind being left alone like this when he plays poker. I know he does it to raise money for the show.”
“And we’ll need lots of it for that show in Dallas.” She shook her head and muttered, “A serious drama about the Alamo.”
“We’ve never done anything like it.” Billie’s tone betrayed her feelings about the financially risky venture.
“I hope Harley knows what he’s doing,” Sue replied.
“Harley always knows what he’s doing.”
“Like running for the legislature?” Sue was beginning to sound like a state district attorney.
“Oh. That.” Billie extended her glass. “I want more.”
“Sure.” Sue filled it. After pouring herself more, she leaned back to study her glass. “I’ve always wanted to ask you something.”
“What’s that?”
“What do you think about Harley giving away all your money?” Her voice was soft and serious.
“Not all of it.”
“Close enough.”
“Well.” She paused for another sip of whiskey. “The way I look at it, it wouldn’t be Harley if he didn’t help folks out. I love him just the way he is.”

Toby Chapter Eleven

(Previously in the novel: Harley Sadler’s traveling show chugs along in West Texas during the Great Depression, helping as many cash-strapped farmers as possible.)

Only a few fans lingered outside the tent waiting for the performers to emerge. Finally Billie, Harley and the others ambled out, and the faithful few rushed them for autographs and to shake hands. Harley beamed with each encounter. As the last one left, he turned to Sam.
“Good audience tonight, don’t you think?”
Before he could reply, a large rotund man with a sweaty red face stepped out of the shadows and approached them with a big smile and an extended hand.
“Excuse me, Mr. Sadler, I hate to bother you, but I have a question for you.”
“Call me Harley.” He shook the man’s hand vigorously.
“Thanks. I’m Burford Jones from Sweet water.”
“I thought you looked familiar.” He reached out for Billie to join him. “Honey, we had homefolk in the audience tonight.”
“How nice to meet you, Mr. Jones.” Billie smiled and extended her hand.
“Thank you, ma’am.”
“Now what can we do for you, Burford?” Harley asked.
“”Well, Harley, I’m from the Democratic Party in Sweetwater, and the boys think you’d be the perfect candidate for the state legislature next year.”
Billie exploded in laughter. No demure, ladylike laugh, but a full throated boisterous guffaw, which coming from any other lady could have been interpreted as rude and boorish.
“Don’t laugh, Mama.” Gloria elbowed her mother to straighten her up. “I think Daddy would be wonderful for the job.”
“Well, I don’t know.” Harley wrinkled his brow.
“Have you ever given thought to anything like this before?” Burford asked.
“No, he hasn’t,” Billie answered for him.
Burford focused on his prey. “Harley?”
“No, I guess not.” He glanced at his wife. “At least not now. We’re taking a show to Dallas for the Texas Centennial celebration.”
“Great!” Burford beamed. “That’d work into the campaign.”
“Harley said no.” Billie spoke in a tone that could end any conversation.
“Billie’s right,” Harley conceded. “Maybe some other time.”
“I’ll keep you to that.” Burford shook his hand and nodded curtly to Billie. “Ma’am.”
After he walked away, Harley leaned into Billie to whisper, “You weren’t very nice to the man, dear.”
“Oh, I don’t care.” She tried to smile. “I could just see you being on the road with the show and the rest of the time in Austin.”
He put his arm around her. “You’d come with me.”
“But we have a home in Sweetwater.” She paused, shaking off the idea. “Anyway, it’s going to be wonderful to rest tonight with the whole family.”
Gloria came up on Billie’s other side. “But, Mama, don’t you remember? Louise and I are spending the night together.”
“And Sam and I got to go to a –ah—game,” Harley interrupted with a nervous cough. “You know, to try to get some investors for the Siege of the Alamo in Dallas.”
Billie turned to her mother Lou. “Mama, will you sit up and talk with me?”
“Oh no, dear,” she replied with a stifled yawn. “I’ve got to go straight to bed.”
Sue stepped closer and put her arm around Billie’s shoulders which seemed to slump more with each rejection. “I tell what. Why don’t we have some girl talk? We can have our own little party.”
“Thank you, Sue,” Billie replied with a smile. “I’d like that.”
“We’d better hurry up, Harley,” Sam said. “That group of cattlemen gets antsy if they have to wait too long.”
Harley smiled at Billie. “We’ll try to make it a short evening, dear.”
“Harley,” Lou said stepping up to her son-in-law. “Go ahead and drop me off at the hotel. Billie pokes along too slow.
He looked down and shuffled his feet in a classic maneuver all his fans recognized but they all knew it didn’t work.
“Mama Lou, I’d love to, but we’re already late—“
“Please,” Lou used her best pathetic old woman voice. Billie and Gloria rolled their eyes each time she resorted to it.
“Oh, all right.” Harley could not resist his mother-in-law. After all, she was the first in Billie’s family who accepted the runaway wedding.
Harley kissed Billie on the lips. “Good night, dear!”
Billie hardly reacted, but Gloria ran to him and practically jumped into his arms. “Good night Daddy.” She smiled mischievously. “Do you worship and adore me?”
“I worship and adore you,” he whispered as he snuggled her neck.
Billie watched as Harley. Lou and Sam disappeared into the shadows. Hearing the engine of his car rev, she knew she would not see him until morning and she would have to endure another long, dark and lonely evening by herself.
Faye put her arms around the girls’ shoulders. “Well, come on, girls.”
“Yes!” Louise’s eyes twinkled. “Daddy made sure the café kept open late so we can have banana splits.”
“Oh good,” Gloria chimed in.
“Behave, Gloria.” Billie tried to sound like a strict disciplinarian but she knew she was not very good at it.
“Don’t I always?” Gloria laughed it off.
“Of course she does,” Faye added in defense of the girls.
“And we’re going to be good too, Faye.” Sue could not disguise the sarcasm in her voice.
“Yes, Sue.” Faye narrowed her eyes. “I’d like to have a nice long talk with you someday.”
The girls pulled her forward.
“Come on, Mama,” Louise insisted. “We gotta go.”
After they walked away, Billie turned to Sue and frowned. “What do you think Faye wants to talk to you about?”
“Nothing important,” she replied with a wink, “I’m sure.”
Billie knew very well what Faye want to say to Sue. She was going to tell her not to give her any booze. Everyone in the tent show gossiped about her. Billie was sure of it. Except for Sue. She seemed to understand.
“After we get back into town,” Billie said softly as she slid into the front seat of Sue’s car, “let’s go by the drug store. I feel a cold coming on.”

Toby Chapter Ten

Previously in the book: Harley bought his own show to travel the plains of West Texas. Their daughter Gloria was now a beautiful teen-ager, and Billie was sinking into alchoholism.

On the stage Harley was in his full regalia as the old Southern gentleman sitting in his rocking chair and reading the newspaper. If members of the audience had been able to read the front page, they would have seen that it was the Sweetwater publication which would have been at least a month old. Even if they could have seen the writing, they would not have cared. It was Harley they came to see.
Billie, made up like a sweet grandmother, rocked and concentrated on her knitting. The telephone rang and Harley answered it.
“Hello, Byron!” he exclaimed. “Byron, is that right? You don’t say, Byron. Well, Byron, see you later. So long, Byron.” He hung up and turned to Billie. “You’ll never guess who that was. It was Byron.”
The audience had heard that joke many times before in different plays and by the many characters that Harley had created. Still they laughed and applauded. Even the family who had fussed a bit as they rode in its wagon on the way to the tent was relaxed. The husband and wife held hands. The children sat still, their mouths agape. The parents didn’t know how they were going to pay the bills tomorrow, but they laughed tonight. It was Harley.
After the show and when most people made their way home, a few desperate farmers lingered to talk to Harley in his dressing room. In the outer room Charlie sat at his desk. He shook his head when Jim Bob shyly stepped into the dressing room. Billy and Sammy, the same boys who had tried to sneak into the tent earlier in the evening, wandered over to Charlie.
“What’s your papa saying to Harley?” Charlie really did not have natural grace around people. He knew how to count money and how to save money. He did not know how to make small talk with children nor did he have any desire to acquire that ability.
“I don’t know.” Billy looked over the desk.
“I can imagine,” Charlie muttered. “Things pretty rough on the farm?”
“I don’t know,” Sammy echoed his brother.
“Well, what do you know?” Charlie demanded.
“Somebody told us you keep gum in one of the drawers in your desk.”
Charlie grunted. “I guess you wouldn’t want any, either, would you?”
“Yes sir!” Sammy answered with a smile.
Charlie opened a small drawer and took out a stick for each of them.
“Thank you, sir,” Billy whispered.
After squinting at the boys a long moment Charlie reached back into the drawer and pulled out two packs of chewing gum.
“You can have a pack each if you promise two things.”
“You bet!” Sammy grinned.
“First,” Charlie began ominously, “Only chew one stick a night. That’ll make it last longer.” He paused to make sure the boys understood. “And second, don’t tell where you got it.” He looked up to see Harley and the boys’ father come out of the dressing room. “You two better skedaddle. I got a feeling Harley wants to discuss business.”
“Yes sir!” Sammy saluted and then dragged his brother outside.
Harley ambled up with a hand carelessly draped across Jim Bob’s thin shoulder.
“How much?” Charlie kept his head down.
“Oh, I think three hundred, don’t you think, Jim Bob?”
“Three—“Charlie froze, flabbergasted, shook his head and counted out the bills from the till. “Three hundred.”
Charlie began to write out a loan agreement, but Harley grabbed the pen from his hand.
“Don’t bother with that, Charlie,” Harley muttered. He took the cash from the desk and thrust it into the farmer’s bib overall pocket. “We don’t need any paper with ol’ Jim Bob here.”
The farmer hung his head and shook Harley’s hand. “Harley, I don’t know how…” his voice trailed off.
“Now don’t you worry about a thing.” Harley guided him to the tent flap. “We can settle up when we come through next fall.”
Jim Bob tried to speak again, but Harley shook his hand and turned back to his dressing room.
“Saw your two boys earlier tonight,” Harley called out over his shoulder. “Really growing like weeds.”
Shaking his head, the farmer left the tent and disappeared into the night. Charlie tightened his lips in disapproval and went into the dressing room. He marched over to Harley who continued to take his makeup off.
“And do you mind telling me, Mr. Loan Officer,” Charlie began in his best sarcastic voice, “how are we going to bankroll that show in Dallas now that you’ve given away three hundred more dollars?”
He rubbed a towel over his face. “Aww, he needed it more than we do.”
“Nobody needs it more than we do, Harley. Do you know how many unsecured loans we have out there on these dirt farmers?”
“Oh, a couple of thousand, maybe.” Harley concentrated on looking in the mirror as he combed his hair.
“I stopped counting at $80,000.” Charlie paused hoping the amount would sink into Harley’s skull. “I figured it wasn’t worth keeping up with anymore.”
“That much?” Harley began to wrap his tie around his collar. “Oh well, Sam and I are going to a hot poker game tonight. We’ll win enough to bankroll Dallas.”
“And what if you don’t?”
“Why, Charlie!” Harley exclaimed with a laugh. “Don’t you read your Bible? Those who do good unto others have good things done unto them.”
Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Have you ever read the book of Job?”
“Never heard of it,” he continued with a laugh.
“And—and it isn’t just Dallas.” Charlie stammered as he tried to find the courage to confront his boss with the cold hard facts of their financial situation. “It’s our other debts.”
“What other debts?”
The bookkeeper could not tell if Harley was feigning innocence or if he had submerged himself into the fantasy world of the theatre or if he consciously chose to play the role of savior to the floundering farmers of the dust bowl.
“San Angelo, for one,” he whispered.
“Oh.”
“Remember last December?” Charlie decided to forge ahead. “You took off to Big Spring where Goff’s Comedians—our number one competition—was stranded, and you gave them the rent money we owed the San Angelo civic auditorium so Goff could move on.”
Harley put on his coat and checked his wallet for poker money. “Aww, the civic auditorium people understood. Said we could pay it back a little at a time.”
“And that’s what we’re doing every month—a little at a time.”
“Well, Charlie,” he replied with a sigh, “I guess I’m just not as tough as you.”
“You can say that again.”
Harley turned and was about to leave when he stopped. “By the way, did the boys get a full pack of gum each?”
“What’s the use of trying to reason with you?” he growled as he returned to tote the numbers for the night. “Hmph. Don’t remember.”

Toby Chapter Nine

Previously in the novel: West Texas farm boy Harley grew up to because principal comedian in a traveling tent show, married the prettiest girl in town and eventually owned his own show. The Great Depression hit, and the dirt farmers needed him more than ever to make them laugh and to give them hope.
Years slipped away, but Harley’s fans stayed faithful even though the Great Depression had ravaged their businesses and the dust storms had destroyed their farms. Each evening, as the sun went down over the many villages of the plains, wagons and rickety old cars with lights flickering made their way to Harley Sadler’s Own Show tent, a place of safe haven from the cruelties of life.
In one particular wagon pulled by a lanky old mule, a family with dirty, hungry bare foot children in the back crested a rolling hill. In the distance they could see the lights of the tent show.
“Here we are, don’t have enough money to feed the children or the chickens, pigs and cows, but you waste our money on some silly tent show,” the farmer’s wife complained.
The farmer clicked his reins. “I butchered a pig and sold it for enough to pay for flour and sugar with a few cents leftover for the show tickets.”
“And those few cents would have paid for thread so I could patch the holes in the children’s clothes. But as long as you can have your fun you don’t care if your kids wear rags.” Her face reddened with resentment and anger.
“Do you know what today is?” he asked softly.
She shrugged her thin shoulders. “Just another day.”
“It was ten years ago tonight we went out together. We went to see Harley playing Toby.” He paused. “Sure, all our dreams are dead, but as long as we can still see Harley and laugh, we can remember happy times. As long as we can laugh and have hope, we have life.” His eyes filled with tears.
She reached over and patted his hand. “Well, let’s not be late. I want to see what kind of new outfit Billie is wearing.”
After they hitched their mule and wagon to a post, the family stood in line for tickets. The mother continued to crane her neck to find Billie. The tent flap went up, and Harley appeared, beaming and shaking hands with the fans.
“Thanks for comin’ this year,” the farmer with the wife and kids said.
“Why, it wouldn’t be a tour without a stop in Wimberly.”
“Is Billie here?” the farm woman asked eagerly. “I haven’t seen her yet. She always wears the prettiest clothes.”
“She does, doesn’t she?” His eyes wandered over the woman’s head. “No, I haven’t seen her yet this evening either.”
“Are you Toby in this one?” The next farm wife stepped forward. She looked like she wanted to give him a big hug but she restrained herself.
“Nope. I’m old gramps. But I think you’ll like it.” He continued to scan the crowd for his wife.
Gloria and Louise—now grown into pretty teen-agers—ran up to stop Harley in the middle of his usual greeting of the folks waiting to buy tickets.
“Daddy,” Gloria said in her best “please let me have my way voice”, “Can we do our new dance tonight? We rehearsed all day and I think we finally got it down.”
“Yes,” Louise giggled. “I stopped bumping into Gloria as I came out of my spin.”
“Fine, fine. That’ll be good, girls. Hm, Gloria, have you seen your mom?”
“She said she had to go into town.”
That was what Harley feared. Billie went to buy another bottle of whiskey. It was not that Billie was a loud, obnoxious drunk who hurt people when she opened her mouth. She did not become loud and giggling. Nor did she pass out in her bed. Instead she was the same sweet person she always was, but she did forget her lines more easily. What bothered Harley the most was the fact Billie was so terribly unhappy she had to seek solace in alcohol.
Harley did not know what created that soul-killing void nor did he know how to fill that void with happiness. That made him feel helpless. After all, he was the man who lived to make people laugh and he was unable to help the one person he most wanted to be happy. He stuck his head into the women’s dressing room where Faye and a new actress Sue were almost dressed.
“Have you ladies seen Billie?”
Sue, a few years younger than Faye and Billie, laughed and threw back her head carelessly. “Oh, Harley, you worry too much.”
Faye narrowed her eyes as she assessed the new ingenue. “I see you picked up how to toss her hair just like Billie. Now if you could do it with a little bit more innocence, you’ll have it made.”
Harley laughed nervously. “Oh, Faye. Sue doesn’t know you as well as I do. She doesn’t know you’re just kidding.” He left before either one could come up with a snappy response.
On the other side of the tent from the ticket crowd, two boys tried to crawl under the tent to see the show for free. Burnie found them as he was on his trip to check the stakes. Gently he pulled their legs to bring them out.
“Hey,” Billy screamed. “Let me go!”
“I will as soon as you quit squirming,” Burnie told him.
“Aw, it won’t hurt nothin’ if we got in free,” Sammy groused.
“No, it wouldn’t,” Burnie explained patiently, “if you asked for tickets and don’t sneak in.”
Harley rounded the tent corner, recognized them and ambled up.
“Why, Billy and Sammy Arrington,” he announced with pleasure. “You two sure have grown since last summer.”
“Oh.” Billy ducked his head. “Hi, Harley.”
“Your parents are looking for you at the front gate.”
“Let’s go!” Sammy mumbled, then he and Billy scampered off.
Harley watched them until they disappeared. “Burnie, let me know when Billie gets back from town.”
“Sure enough,” Burnie replied.
Thirty minutes to curtain, Billie was still missing. Everyone else in the company knew better not to wait so close to show time to check in. Harley did not try to hide from the audience. He stood by the stage, staring at the tent opening, waiting for Billie’s grand entrance.
He heard buzzing in the back of the room. The audience saw Billie appear. She wore her usual self-assured smile, walking down the aisle as though she were a model on a runway in New York City. That was, of course, until she saw Harley glaring at her.
She rushed past him, not making eye contact but went to straight to her dressing room. Harley followed her closely, not saying a word. Billie sat at her makeup table and took off her hat and gloves. “I’m sorry I’m late. Time got away from me.”
“Where were you?”
“Shopping.”
“You know I get worried when you go off without telling me.”
Billie forced herself to laugh. “You’re beginning to sound like a daddy.”
“May I see what’s in the sack?” he asked softly.
“Of course.” She pulled out a shampoo bottle. “You see, it wasn’t what you thought.”
“Curtain’s in half an hour.” Harley turned to leave.
“Aren’t you going to say break a leg?”
“Break a leg.
“And a kiss?”
The tension in Harley’s shoulders faded as he remembered how much he loved Billie. He crossed over to her and kissed her on the cheek, wrapping his arms around her.
“That’s a Toby kiss.”
Gently he took her face in his hands and kissed her on the lips. Embracing her for a long moment, he finally pulled away, patted her cheek and left.
Billie stared into the mirror while tears formed in her eyes and gently dropped from her lashes.

Toby Chapter Eight

Previously in this book: Harley Sadler has fulfilled his dream of owning his own traveling tent show. His fans adore him. His daughter Gloria is beautiful and talented. But his wife Billie is drinking more because Harley’s dream is not really her dream.
Around midnight the show ended. Every actor had exhibited his special talents during the vaudeville sections; the audience had its chance to win a dream-of-a-lifetime prize, or at least get to eat Cracker Jake; the melodrama played out to everyone’s satisfaction. Curses, the villain failed again. The hero rescued the heroine, they vowed to marry and live happily ever after. Toby and Susie Belle walked off, hand in hand, into the sunset with Toby still too shy even to peck Susie on the cheek.
A photographer from the Comanche Daily News sneaked into the back stage area and approached Billie as she headed to her dressing room.
“Mrs. Sadler,” he politely began, “I’m with the Comanche newspaper. Would you mind if I took your picture for our next edition?”
Looking a bit taken aback, Billie finally regained her composure and smiled graciously. “Why, of course, but after I get out of costume, if you please.”
“Oh, that’s all right,” he cajoled her. “Our readers would love to see you in costume. They talked for weeks last year when I got a picture of Mr. Sadler dressed as Toby—“
She firmly but politely cut him off. “I prefer to be out of costume for photographs.”
“Oh. Yes, ma’am.” He dropped the camera to his side and stepped backwards. “Of course. I’ll wait outside.”
In the men’s dressing room, Sam and the other actors finished tying their shoes and buttoning their shirts before leaving for the hotel. Charlie Meyers, an older undistinguished gentleman who took pride in keeping the traveling tent show company from sinking into a red morass of bills, entered with a nervous local farmer in tow. Harley, still engrossed in removing his makeup, did not realize that they had entered and were approaching over to his table.
“Harley,” Charlie announced in a flat voice, “there’s someone here that insisted on seeing you.”
He looked up, smiled and recognized the farmer. Harley jumped up to shake his hand. Harley looked rather odd, since only half his face makeup had been removed. The farmer didn’t seem to notice.
“Why, of course, I’ll see ol’ Bill Stone. How’s it goin’, Bill?”
“Not so good, Harley.” He barely spoke above a whisper. “My barn burnt down last week.”
“I hate to hear that.” His brow wrinkled in concern. “Nobody got hurt, did they? Edith and the boys are all right, aren’t they?”
“They’re fine. And we got all the livestock out so no loss there, but—“
“Hit you pretty hard, huh?” Harley did not have to hear anymore. He nodded at Charlie who rolled his eyes. Harley smiled and put his arm around Bill’s shoulder, guiding him through the tent flap into another area where Charlie’s bookkeeping desk was set up. Charlie trudged behind and then plopped into his chair.
“Cash flow’s tight this month,” he announced.
“How much do you think it would take to replace your barn, Bill?” Harley chose to ignore Charlie and focused instead on the desperate farmer.
”Gosh, I don’t know, Harley.” He ran his fingers through his thinning hair.
“One night’s take would handle it, wouldn’t you think, Charlie?”
“One night’s take!” Charlie’s mouth fell open.
“Yeah, I think that’s what we’ll do. Our last night here will be a benefit for your barn. That’ll give us time to get the word out to all your friends and neighbors.”
Bill pumped Harley’s hand. “Thank you, Harley. Thank you! And—and I’ll pay back every cent of it! I swear!”
“Why, Bill, there’s nothing for you to pay back.” Harley looked away and blushed. “This is a benefit. All your friends and neighbors are going to be giving you the money.”
Bill stepped closer to stare earnestly. “I mean you, Harley. What can I do for you?”
Harley shifted uncomfortably on one foot to the other, and then walked Bill to the tent opening. “Just be my friend, Bill, be my friend. And laugh extra hard at me the next time we come through town. Deal?”
Before Bill could reply Harley turned back to the dressing room. “Give my best to the boys and Edith.”
“Sure will.” Bill smiled and left the tent.
Harley took his seat and resumed removing his makeup. Charlie marched in for a confrontation.
“And what are we going to do when we lose a whole night’s receipts?”
“Let’s say,” Harley began slowly, collecting his thoughts, “half the cast came down awful sick and we had to cancel that performance. We’d still lose the gate, wouldn’t we?”
“There’s only one person sick in this room,” Charlie retorted, “And that’s you—sick in the head.”
Harley laughed because he knew Charlie really did not mean it. “Well, I’ve always believed if you do good things for people, good things will happen to you.”
The next morning Harley and Billie took Gloria and Grandma Lou to the train station. Sam, Faye and Louise joined them to say good-bye.
“It’s time for us to get on the train, Gloria,” Lou announced. She tenderly put Gloria’s hat on her head. Patting her granddaughter’s little face, she signed, “Oh, if only your grandfather had lived long enough to see how pretty you are.”
“Give mama a big kiss,” Billie said.
Gloria rushed to her mother and covered her face with lots of tiny kisses. Billie began to cry.
“Don’t cry, Mama. I’m just going to school. Mama Lou will take good care of me. She always does.”
“Of course she does,” Harley agreed.
“It’s just I’m going to miss you so much.” Billie’s voice sounded tiny and afraid.
“I’m going to miss you too, Mama.” Gloria sobered a moment but then brightened. “I’ve got an idea. I’ll give you this hanky. Mama Lou sewed my name on it.” She pulled it from her purse. “See? Gloria. In real pretty letters. You can look at it and pretend I just whizzed through the dressing room and dropped it.”
Gloria handed her mother the hanky which Billie held to her cheek.
“Thank you darling.”
“And you can give me your scarf. I’ll sleep with it tonight and when I smell your perfume on it I’ll pretend you’re in bed next to me.”
Billie gave the scarf to Gloria who sniffed it and smiled. “Oh good. You’re wearing my favorite.”
Louise stepped forward. “Good-bye, Gloria. It was fun playing with you this summer.”
“I had a good time too. Your grandmother is coming to pick you up tomorrow, right?”
“Yes.” She nodded.
“Don’t be sad. Think of next summer and all the fun we’ll have.”
“How about a hug for your daddy?” Harley tried hard to ignore a lump rising in his throat.
Gloria turned to him, the brightest smile in the universe beaming toward him. Extending her arms, she raced to him as though they had not seen each other in years. She leapt into his arms, and Harley swung her around, her feet almost horizontal to the depot loading dock.
“Do you love me and adore me?” Gloria’s eyes twinkled, anticipating the response she had heard all her life.
“I worship and adore you.” Harley’s voice contained no traces of Toby’s comic naiveté nor any excitement of a professional circus barker.
Gloria leaned in to whisper in her father’s ear. “I love you too, Daddy. Please take care of Mama.”
“I will.”
The conductor announced for the last time, “All aboard for Sweetwater!”
Gloria and Lou climbed the steps to the passenger car, turned and waved as the train pulled out of the station. Billie continued to stare at the handkerchief with the name Gloria embroidered in a corner.
Looking around distractedly, she mumbled, “I-I think I want to go for a ride into the country, to clear my head.”
“All right, dear.” Harley tenderly put his hands on her shoulders. “Let me get the car and—“
“No,” she interrupted, “I need some time to myself, if you don’t mind.”
“I understand.” He knew what she meant, but he could not say honestly that he understood.
She smiled and pointed down the street. “And there’s a taxi. I—I promise I won’t run up a too big fare. Good-bye.” Billie hurried off down the street to the awaiting taxi. After getting in the back seat Billie leaned forward for a brief conversation with the driver. He nodded and bent over to pick up a brown paper bag which appeared to hold a bottle. She handed some bills to him, and he started the taxi’s engine. Billie looked out the car window, and Harley was certain they made eye contact.
The group at the train station watch the taxi drive away. Harley had a sad resigned look on his face.
“You know why she took that taxi,” Faye asked in her best Baptist judgmental tone.
“Faye, it’s none of our business,” Sam said.
“That’s all right, Sam. I don’t think Billie believes she’s fooling anybody.”
“She’s getting worse,” Faye warned.
Harley shook his head and smiled sadly. “Well, I said once I could live with it. I guess I have to.”

Toby Chapter Seven

Previously in the book:West Texas farm boy Harley Sadler decided he’d rather make people laugh than grow corn. He toured with a melodrama traveling tent show, met and married the beautiful Billie Massengale. Ten years later he owned his own show, and everything was going fine; well, almost everything.

When the curtain went down on Act One, Billie went back to her dressing room to rest her head on the makeup table. Harley, on the other hand, returned to the stage and ordered the curtain to rise on tables of fabulous gifts from local merchants. Each was marked with a number.
“In a moment our staff will roam the audience with trays of Cracker Jack,” he projected in his best barker voice. “Inside some boxes are slips of paper with a number on them that correspond to numbers on each of the prizes on the stage. So buy yourself a box of Cracker Jack and you could be a winner!”
While cast and crew fanned through the crowd with trays of Cracker Jack, the band played a happy tune with an urgent tempo, encouraging the farmers to spend the last few coins in their pockets on a momentary thrill of the possibility of winning a new appliance or even a diamond ring. Harley split the proceeds with the merchants who donated the prizes. Everyone was happy: Harley increased his profit margin, and the merchants made money on a slow-moving item.
After the excitement of the sale and the disbursement of prizes, the lights went down and the curtain rose. The villain was up to his old shenanigans. The family was about to lose its farm. Toby and Susie were alone on the stage wondering if they had the courage to save the day.
“Gosh, Susie Belle, I know we should try to help the Goodheart family but I’m afeared that Mr. Hurtmore’s gonna do something bad to you.”
“Oh poo,” Billie said. “I’m not afraid of him.” She looked over Harley’s shoulder. “Here comes the Goodheart’s little girl Mollie.”
Gloria came on stage to oohs and ahs. A little trouper she didn’t pay attention to it. She went to her parents and clasped her hands together as though in prayer. “Please, Toby and Susie!” she begged. “You’ve got to help my Mama and Papa!”
“Aww, Mollie, what can we do?” Harley asked, shrugging. “We’re just ol’ country folk.”
Gloria fell to her knees. Her eyes were pleading, and her prayerful hands were up to her chin. “Oh please, Toby and Susie! You’ve just got to help my Mama and Papa!”
“Don’t worry, Mollie,” Billie reassured her. “We’re going to help you, no matter what Mr. Hurtmore does to us!”
The audience applauded. The young farmer on his first date turned his head away from the girl to wipe tears from his eyes. After the curtain closed on Act Two, Harley reappeared.
“As we wait for the actors to prepare for Act Three, we want to present some singing and dancing to entertain you. Our first act tonight is Louise Bright, daughter of Faye and Sam Bright, our heroine and villain, and—“he paused to beam with pride—“Gloria Sadler, the light of my life—oh, and the light of Billie’s life too.”
Everyone laughed as the two girls ran onto the stage. They sang and danced to an old song everyone recognized. Louise did a capable performance but she had to give way to Gloria who danced up a storm. Most of the cast came out to perform a vaudeville act of one kind or another, but no one’s applause ever matched the accolades heaped upon Gloria.
Eventually the last novelty act performed, and Act Three began. No one really feared the Goodheart family would lose its farm, but they wanted to pretend the worst was about to happen.
Billie and Sam waited in the wings for their entrances.
“Your timing’s off a little bit tonight, isn’t it, Billie?”
“What do you mean?” She was stricken by dread that her secret drinking was beginning to show.
Harley and Faye walked up.
“Harley,” Sam said, “I was just mentioning to Billie that her timing was off tonight. What do you think?”
Harley and Billie exchanged nervous glances.
“There’s your cue, Sam. You and Faye better get on. Come on let’s troupe.”
After they went on stage, Billie fumed, “I don’t know why Sam would want to attack me like that.”
“He wasn’t attacking you. Don’t worry about it, Billie.”
“I know what he was hinting at,” she continued in a huff. “And I wasn’t—“
“Of course you weren’t,” he cut her off. “There’s my cue.”
Harley went on stage, leaving Billie to deal with her feelings alone.
Faye acted dumbfounded. “Is it true, Mr. Hurtmore, what Toby told me? That there’s oil under the south ridge?”
“Would you believe that bumpkin instead of me?” Sam asked with a sneer on his lips.
“Now that’s enough of that!” a voice boomed from the back of the tent.
Harley and the other two actors jumped, startled. They peered beyond the footlights into the house.
“I’m gonna beat the tar out of you!” A cowboy, a young wrangler, charged down the aisle with Burnie coming up behind.
“I think it’d be good if you went back to your seat,” Burnie whispered as he gently pulled the cowboy away.
“Did you hear what that fella said?” He turned to look at Burnie with disbelief. Then he focused his attention again to the stage and Sam, waving a fist at him. “That so-in-so called Toby a liar!”
“Well, I don’t think he really meant it.” Burnie continued to guide him away.
“He better not have meant it, or I’ll beat the tar out of ‘im!”
Burnie at last lugged him through the entrance flap into the cool, prairie night air. After a brief moment, Harley picked up on the dialogue and the drama continued. The audience followed his example and calmly returned their attention to the action on the stage. Gloria and Louise remained unruffled during the hullabaloo because they intently studied their fathers.
“My father’s better looking than your father.” Louise raised her eyebrows as though her observation gave her some innate superiority over her little blonde friend.
Gloria, with a fixed smile upon her lips, continued to watch her father who had just said something on stage which made the crowd laugh.
“Yes. Your daddy is very handsome.” She paused for dramatic effect. “But my daddy is the boss.”

Toby Chapter Six

Over the next few years, Harley Sadler worked very hard to make his promises come true for the Massengale family. Ordinary people who sweated and bled to pull a living from the West Texas prairie loved Toby. He represented them—good, kind, funny, loving but none too bright. They hated the villains because they were the bankers, the big bosses. The men in black suits could ruin lives with a smile and one single word. “No.”
Heroes were all right, but the farmers knew in their hearts that anyone born with good looks, healthy and strong bodies could beat up the villains. Of course, all the girls wanted to marry a hero. But these folks on the plains saw themselves in the mirror. They knew they were not handsome. They were not the boys who hit home runs at school baseball games. They were not the strongest. They just did not give up.
They were Toby. He was not smart, but he always came up with a plan to save the day. The hero got the credit, and Toby got the horse. Those farmers cried when Toby’s heart was broken, but Toby kept on smiling and kept on being kind.
And through Toby the loyal audiences loved Harley. Harley became their hope. He became their reward for being good even though there was not any money to be made by being good. A man could not feed his family just by being good.
Fortunately for Harley Sadler, he was paid very well for being good—good and funny. Mind you, this was not New York rich or even Hollywood rich. But it was a comfortable living for West Texas. And there was even enough to set aside a big hunk each month so he could keep his biggest promise to the Massengales. He bought his own show.
He marched down the main street of Comanche, Texas, carrying a huge drum on which read, “Harley Sadler’s Own Show.” Half of the cast and crew played instruments and the other half marched in costume holding banners proclaiming dates and times of performances and titles of the plays. Harley forgot to beat his own drum most of the time he was too busy waving and shouting at the crowd.
“Hell, J.B.! Your boy get out of the hospital? He feeling all right?”
He rammed his drum into Sam’s back, who was playing the cornet.
“Why Minnie Lou, have you heard from your daughter? How does she like living up north?”
Harley bumped into Sam again. The actor turned and wagged his cornet in the boss’s face.
“Harley,” Sam announced good naturedly, “you have to get someone else beat that drum, because you can’t wave and talk to people and beat the drum at the same time!”
The showman and the crowd laughed. The parade ended at the gazebo in Comanche town square. Harley put aside his drum, mounted the steps and waved his arms expansively at the crowd.
“Good to see all my friends here in Comanche. The 1927 edition of Harley Sadler’s Own Show will present Over the Hills to the Poorhouse starring the pride and joy of my life, Miss Gloria Sadler!”
Dramatically pointing to a convertible draped with bunting, Harley glowed. Inside the car were Billie, Gloria and Grandma Lou. Uncle Burnie sat behind the steering wheel. Gloria, who was seven years old, stood on the back seat and curtsied. Her golden hair was in sausage curls. Her dress was all ruffles and lace. The crowd oohed and ah’ed.
“Little Miss Gloria Sadler is leaving tomorrow with her grandmother Lou Massengale to start school next week in Sweetwater.”
After a polite round of applause, Harley continued:
“And, as usual, opening night is Ladies Night. That means all you ladies get in free if accompanied by a gentleman who pays full price.”
All the townspeople burst into applause as he picked up his drum and marched down the gazebo steps. The band began playing while the town’s children fell in right behind him. The convertible carrying Billie, Gloria and Lou slowly trailed behind. Two women in the crowd were entranced. One watched Harley and the children disappear down the street. The other craned her head to catch a peek at Billie inside the car.
“He’s the pied piper; don’t you think?”
“Hmm?”
“I said don’t you think Harley’s just wonder with children.”
“I guess.” The second woman sighed in frustration. “Can you see what Billie’s wearing?”
By the time the parade reached the show ground, the crew had already raised the tent and secured the lines. Claude Kelly, a large, bald middle-aged man with thick forearms, pulled a handkerchief from his pocket to wipe his neck and brow. Harley wandered up and tugged on the guy rope to see if were taut enough.
“How’s it going, Claude?”
“Fine, Harley.”
“Were you able to check into that matter for me?” he asked casually, avoiding eye contact.
Claude looked around to make sure no one was close enough to overhear their conversation. “The local bootlegger runs a taxi.”
“I guess this rope isn’t too loose.” Harley stopped fiddling with the line and smiled. “Now all I have to do is keep Billie away from the taxi.” He began to leave, but stopped and turned back. “Oh, and about that other thing—“
“Word is there’s a poker game in the conference room of the bank every Saturday night.”
“See if you can get me an invite, won’t you, Claude?”
“Sure, Harley.”
Next, Harley walked in the main tent where happy children hurriedly set up chairs. “Good job, boys and girls. When you finish, go to the ticket stand and get your free passes.”
The youngsters squealed and jumped in excitement. Another voice boomed above his head.
“Hey, Harley!”
He looked up at the tent pole and the quarter pole at his side. Burnie was on the quarter pole doing the splits.
“Great trick, Burnie.” Harley cringed as he watched Burnie grin in pride. He was toothless.
“Thanks, Harley.”
“I might let you do that trick in the show sometime if you ever remember to keep your teeth in.”
Harley ambled out the main tent and wandered over to the ticket stand to see how business was doing. He stopped when he saw a young couple fussing at each other. The young woman was fairly good looking, but she was terribly skinny. She wore a dress that used to belong to a sister, mother or even grandmother, Harley surmised. The young man was not much older than the girl. He too was slim but he was straight and strong, wearing freshly laundered overalls and a faded blue shirt. His face wore a permanent sun burn but only half way up his broad brow. The top part near the hairline, which his hat shaded from the oppressive prairie sun, was as fair as a new-born baby’s unblemished bottom. Harley guessed from their posture and eye contact—or lack thereof—that they were not married but possibly on their first date.
“I don’t know why we have to get here so early,” the young man groused.
“Because I want to see Billie go to her dressing room, that’s why.”
Harley smiled to himself. No matter how much of an inconvenience Billie’s drinking was, he was pleased that every woman in every town on the plains adored his wife. She had developed into a very good actress; however, she preferred to play country girl Susie Belle who fell in love with Toby. If anyone was going to kiss Harley on stage, it was going to be Billie.
Night arrived, and the tent lights came on. Parents tried to control their children who insisted on squeaking and chasing each other between the rows of chairs. All the women—including the young lady on her first date, looked toward the back entrance, anticipating Billie’s grand appearance. When she finally arrived through the tent flap, Billie did not disappoint. Her hair was recently permed, she wore a fashionable navy blue dress highlighted by a large, sparkling brooch.
“Here she comes!”
“Doesn’t she look beautiful!”
“She’d be gorgeous in a potato sack!”
“I hear she buys all her clothes at those fancy Dallas shops!”
“My cousin said she saw Billie actually buy something in the Woolworth’s in Sweetwater!”
Anyone could tell by looking into her face that Billie relished the adulation heaped upon her by the country women. After she mounted the stage steps and disappeared behind the curtain, the audience became loud again. Within minutes the band members filed in and began to tune their instruments. Soon the curtain raised and the melodrama began.
Sam Bright, as he grew older, eased from the role of hero to that of villain. A few years earlier, he found himself a pretty, young woman named Faye who, like Billie, melded into the theatre troupe as the innocent heroine. Mike Henderson, who had played the sheriff in the old Fox company, was promoted to the hero. No matter how bad the acting or the jokes, the audience hissed and booed at the appropriate moments and hooted, laughed and stomped the rest of the time.
Harley Sadler was beginning to crack a bit around the edges. He was not the young eager sidekick he once was. But the folks who bought the tickets wanted to see him as Toby, and Harley always gave the audience what it wanted.
In return, the show goers obeyed the rules Harley set forth. If someone walked in staggering drunk, the men in the seats rose quickly and escorted the disruptive fan out. They fastidiously observed the big sign on the upright piano in the orchestra section:
“If the baby cries, please take it to the rear of the tent.”
Each night during the melodrama, Burnie walked the perimeter of the big tent to make sure all the stakes were sturdily hammered into the earth and the guy lines taut and secure. He paused to watch the last glimmering rays of light disappear below the horizon. Every time the audience erupted into applause, Burnie grinned broadly, revealing a mouth of bare gums. He forgot his dentures again.
Billie sat at her dressing table putting on the last of her makeup as Susie Belle, Toby’s girlfriend. Susie usually was the final main character introduced before the end of Act One. She liked it that way. If she had to be on stage at the rise of the curtain on Act One, she would be unnecessarily tense. If she were tense she could not remember her lines. Her ability to retain the script to memory was declining over the years.
Staring into the mirror to make sure the makeup was properly applied, Billie frowned at how unattractive her costume was. Harley may have enjoyed looking silly, but she did not. Her attention wandered over to a framed photograph of Gloria. She was going to be so beautiful when she grew up. Billie worried she would get stuck playing Susie with all her ugly clothes and makeup. Leaning over she reached into a small brown bag to retrieve a pint bottle of whiskey. She took a quick sip and returned the bottle to the bag under her dressing table.
“Decent?” Harley called out from the other side of the dressing room flap.
Billie jumped. “Come in.”
Harley, in full Toby regalia, entered and walked over to put his hands on her shoulders. “Are you ready? We go on in a few minutes.”
“Harley, honey, you don’t have to ask permission to come into my room. After all, you are my husband.”
“It’s just I’m so used to calling out at everybody else’s dressing room.” He smiled.
“Why, you’d think I had something to hide.”
“Now why would I think that?” Hint of sadness and weariness tinged his voice. He put his arms around her shoulders and hugged. Not waiting for an answer Harley went to the canvas flap to lift it and leave.
“Wait, Harley,” she called with urgency.”
“Make it real fast. We’ve got to go on.”
“Why can’t I go home with Gloria and Mama?”
“You can.”
“But I want to be with you.”
He shook his head. “I have to keep the show going. These people need their jobs.”
“But—“
Before Billie could finish Harley cocked his head toward the stage. “Sam just left the stage. We’re next. Come on.”
After he left she put her face in her arms, then looked up and squinted into the mirror. “Susie,” she muttered, “you don’t look perky.” She patted on more makeup. “You have to look as perky as Toby.” Stopping abruptly, Billie threw down the makeup pad. “But I’ll never look as perky as Toby.”
She made it to her stage entrance, which stopped the show. Unlike her husband who worried everyone loved Toby but not Harley, she knew the audience loved Billie and didn’t care a hoot about Susie. Fort a brief moment while the stage lights blinded her and the applause assaulted her ears, Billie was happy.

Toby Chapter Five

That night Harley hurriedly applied his makeup making a mishmash of his rosy cheeks and dotting his face with freckles anywhere the grease pencil happened to alight. Even his wig, a shock of unruly red hair, was askew. When all was in approximate position on his head he rushed to the edge of the curtain where Sam, dressed in his white good cowboy clothes and Ed, impeccably attired in shiny black, were peeking through the curtain.
“Town marshal’s here tonight with his family,” Ed announced. “Be good, boys. Old man Massengale can be a mean old cuss.”
Harley’s head shot up. “Massengale? Did you say Massengale?”
“I see he didn’t bring his little girl with him this time,” Ed continued, ignoring Harley’s question.
Sam punched Harley in the side. “Her name wouldn’t happen to be—“
“Billie,” Harley filled in.
“Yep, Billie,” Ed confirmed. He looked through the curtain again. “Boy, that son of his, Burnie, sure got big.”
Harley pushed past Ed to peek through the curtain. “Let me see.” As he peered through the small slit, his eyes focused on two men. One looked like a giant, with a big amiable grin on his face. Sitting next to him was a large middle-aged man who shifted in his seat scowling. Harley pulled away slowly.
“Don’t tell me Burnie is the mountain sitting next to the man who looks like he’s been sucking on a lemon all day.” Harley’s worst fear was about to be confirmed.
“That’s him,” Ed said.
Sam let out a soft “ooh” before saying, “And the man’s who’s been sucking on the lemon all day is his father, right?”
“Right.”
Sam patted Harley on his slender shoulder. “Oh, Harley, when you pick ‘em, you pick ‘em.”
***
In the solitude of the Massengale house, Billie quickly packed a suitcase. She picked up the hand fan with Harley’s picture on it and kissed it, leaving an impression of her red lipstick. Billie then tossed it into the suitcase. At the last moment she grabbed from the suitcase a dress she had just packed, tossed it aside and replaced it with a dress with a few more frills on it. Unfortunately she did not notice the hand fan fell out of the luggage and on to the floor. Clicking it shut, Billie carried it with determination out of the house and down the street to the show tent on the outskirts of town.
Waiting in the shadows, she watched her friends and neighbors leave the show and go home. Finally she saw her mother, father and brother walk out, get into the Model T and drive away. Finally, Harley, dressed in another sporty suit, came out and looked around. Billie grabbed her bag and ran to him.
***
After a big hug and kiss, Harley helped her into Mr. Fox’s car and they drove into Cameron. She directed him to the home of her family minister. As they walked up the sidewalk, Harley looked at her askance.
“Why didn’t you tell me you had a mountain for a brother?”
“Burnie?” Billie replied in amazement. “Why, I told you about him. I said he was a lamb.”
“Lambs aren’t seven feet tall.”
“Silly,” she said, dismissing the accusation. “Burnie’s not seven feet tall. Only six foot five.”
Harley rang the doorbell.
“And you didn’t tell me your father was town marshal. Town marshals carry revolvers.”
“Not Daddy.”
“Thank goodness for small wonders.”
The Rev. Mr. Cole opened the door. “Yes? Why, Billie Massengale, what are you doing out this time of night?”
Billie turned to Harley. “He prefers a shotgun.”
Harley moaned before explaining the situation to Pastor Cole who invited them into his parlor. He left them there as he walked down the hall to his bedroom.
“Mother! Come here! We’ve got a wedding! Guess who it is?”
Billie looked a little bit guilty. “I guess I wasn’t fair to you. I’m sorry. It’s just that—if I told Mama and Daddy I wanted to marry you and leave Cameron—well, by the time they’d given their permission you’d be gone on to the next town.”
“I’d come back for you.” Harley smiled sweetly.
“I was afraid you might find someone you liked better.”
He hugged her. “I could never find anyone I liked better than you.”
They kissed just as the preacher and his wife came in the parlor.
“Billie Massengale!” Mrs. Cole exclaimed. “I don’t believe it!”
The pastor turned to his wife. “I forgot my Bible. I’ll be right back.”
“Before we make this permanent, do you have any other secrets, like your mother is a hatchet murderer?”
“No.” She giggled. “Oh, I do like to sneak a beer every once in a while.”
“I can live with that.”
Rev. Cole returned and efficiently conducted the wedding ceremony. His wife cried as the young couple kissed again. The pastor cleared his throat.
“That’ll be five dollars, son.”
“Oh yeah.” Harley fumbled with his pockets. “I don’t seem….” He stopped in the middle of his search with an awful look of recollection. “Oh yeah. I gave someone five dollars for the chewing gum wrapper I wrote the message on that I sent you last night. I forgot about that.”
Billie patted his hand. “Don’t worry. I got paid today.” She took a bill from her purse to pay Rev. Cole.
“I hope we did the right thing, Billie.” Mrs. Cole tossed a nervous glance Harley’s way. “Your parents are going to be fearful upset in the morning.”
No one had looked at Harley that way since he was still a kid trying to get out of working in the fields. He felt terrible. Billie smiled and hugged him.
“Don’t worry. Everything’s going to be fine.”
***
In the morning Mrs. Massengale was in the kitchen cooking a big breakfast for her husband and son. Mr. Massengale needed to keep up his energy during the day as he maintained law and order in Cameron. And his son Burnie ate a lot just because he was so big. The aromas lured the menfolk to the kitchen but Billie didn’t show, which was unusual. Even though she did not like a big breakfast she did enjoy a piece of toast and a cup of hot coffee as she chatted with her family. If she were late to work Mrs. Harmon would be mad.
“Well,” Mr. Massengale said, “she was already in bed when we came home last night, so she didn’t need any extra sleep.”
Mrs. Massengale frowned, took her apron off and headed for the door. “I think I better check on her.”
“I think I’ll go ahead and get started on my bacon and eggs, if you don’t mind, Ma,” Burnie said as he began to shovel food in his mouth.
Billie’s mother rapped lightly at her door. When there wasn’t an answer, Mrs. Massengale turned the knob and entered the bedroom. Billie was not there. The bed had not been slept in. Quickly she checked her closet, and half of Billie’s clothes were gone and so was her suitcase. Finally she spied the fan from the tent show. The picture of the actor on the fan was covered with her daughter’s shade of lipstick. After a moment, when the situation dawned on her, Mrs. Massengale screamed. Her husband ran into the room.
“What’s the matter, Lou?”
“Billie’s run off with that stupid, silly actor!” she cried, waving the fan in his face.
He turned to yell down the hall. “Burnie! Get the shotgun!”
***
At the tent grounds, Harley and Billie held hands as they walked backstage. He pointed up.
“And that’s what we call a roll drop. It’s kind of like a curtain and it has a scene painted on it. We have several so we can change backgrounds real fast.”
“It’s all so new and exciting.” Billie said in awe. “I guess I’ll get used to it, eventually.”
The quiet happy moment ended abruptly when Mr. Massengale’s voice cut through the morning air.
“Harley Sadler! Come out here right now with my daughter!”
“Yeah!” Burnie added ominously.
Harley was not naïve. He knew this moment would come eventually, so he tightened his grip on Billie’s hand, lifted his chin and walked through the curtain onto the stage to face his irate new in-laws. It did not encourage him to see Mr. Massengale standing there with his shotgun firmly in his hands. Burnie, with his fists clenched, looked like he could chew nails. Perhaps the worst of them was Billie’s mother whose eyes were red from all the tears. The lace handkerchief she daubed her moist cheeks with was sopping wet. Harley put on his best open, innocent Toby grin.
“Hello, Mrs. Massengale. Good morning, Mr. Massengale.” He paused to wave at Billie’s brother. “Hi, Burnie!”
“Oh no!” the mother cried.
“Everything’s fine, Mama,” Billie tried to soothe her. “I’m fine. “I’m—I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life.”
“You ain’t old enough to know what happy is!” her father retorted.
“Yeah!” Burnie agreed.
“Yes, I am!” Billie defended herself.
“No, you’re not! Grown-up folk don’t go run off and get married and worry their mama to death!” her father growled.
Harley stepped forward. “You’re right, Mr. Massengale. It wasn’t very considerate of me to make your wife worry like that. Or upset you.”
“I ain’t upset!” he shot back.
“I’m upset!” Burnie said.
“Burnie, be quiet!” his father ordered.
“It’s just that….” Harley paused to collect his thoughts. He continued in a softer voice. “Do you believe in love at first sight?”
“That’s foolishness!” Mr. Massengale snorted.
Harley turned his attention to Mrs. Massengale. He smiled his sweetest smile and fluttered his eyelashes.
“Ma’am, how about you? Do you believe in love at first sight?”
She wiped tears from her eyes and blew her nose in her hanky. Looking at her husband, she smiled shyly. “Yes.”
“Good, ‘cause I do too.” A big grin exploded on Harley’s face.
“Don’t worry, Daddy,” Billie said. “He’s very good at making people laugh.”
“Hmph. Some talent.”
Mrs. Massengale put her hand on her husband’s shoulder. “Please, dear, listen.”
“I’m principal comedian for Mr. Fox.”
“That’s a very important position, Daddy.” Billie explained.
Harley felt his confidence growing. “And one of these days I’m going to have my own show. And I’m going to make Billie the star of that show!”
“Oh, Harley,” Billie sighed.
“And, Burnie, you could work for me. A big fella like you, you could help put up the tent, all over Texas, Oklahoma and New Mexico!”
“Gosh, do you really think so?” Burnie gasped in awe of the possibilities.
“And you, Mr. and Mrs. Massengale, you could come along with us, if you wanted to.”
Harley paused, dramatically turned and pointed to the Fox banner over the proscenium.
“And up there, where everybody could see it, will be my banner proclaiming: ‘Harley Sadler’s Own Show’!”

Toby Chapter Four

When he awoke the next morning, he feared his romantic encounter with Billie was just a dream. But he had built his entire life on the premise that dreams did come true. Who would have thought a barefoot boy who grew up busting up dirt clods on a dusty West Texas farm would become a prosperous principal comedian of a popular traveling tent show? What even gave him the thought he could do that? He was a country hick. He did not know enough to realize that he could not do it.
As he dressed, brushed his teeth and shaved, Harley decided he would continue his blissful ignorance that a smart, pretty girl would run off, marry him and join the tent show. Nodding his head with confidence, Harley headed back to the Cameron city hall to propose to Billie right away.
He ran to Fox who was sharing a joke with a group of local businessmen.
“I need to borrow your car, Mr. Fox,” he interrupted before his boss got to the punch line. “Business, you know.”
Used to the young man’s eccentric personality, Fox pulled out the key, passed it to Harley, and finished his joke without missing a beat.
Once he was in downtown Cameron, Harley headed directly to city hall, pausing to peer through the large window. There was Billie, bright and bubbling. She smiled and nodded at an elderly woman at her post at the counter. Harley admired the way she seemed to put the woman at ease, even causing her to chuckle. As the customer turned to walk away, he decided this was his chance to secure his future. Taking a deep breath, Harley bustled through the door.
“We’ve got big problems at the tent grounds!” He marched directly to Billie. “As an official representative of the Roy E. Fox Popular Players Company I must speak to an official of the town of Cameron immediately!”
A large, foreboding middle-aged woman stood at her desk in the back of the office. She looked like she was ready to do battle, and Harley was frightened he had thrown down the gauntlet in front of the wrong person.
“Don’t worry, Mrs. Harmon,” Billie interjected. “I think I can handle this.”
Grunting, the woman sat and returned her interest to a stack of folders in front of her. Billie looked around at Harley, scrunched her nose and winked.
“Now what exactly is the problem, Mr.—ah, I didn’t quite catch your name.”
“Mr. Fox wants me to drive to Waco tomorrow to pick up some new costumes,” he whispered. “Do you want to go with me?”
“Oh, I think we can resolve that problem quite easily,” she replied in a loud official-sounding voice.
Mrs. Harmon looked up and, to Harley’s relief, smiled appreciatively and returned to her work.
“I couldn’t go that far in an automobile with a man unless he was my husband,” she said in a soft prudent Baptist tone.
“That can be arranged,” he answered in a hoarse voice.
Billie continued her conversation in an increased volume. “Excuse me, sir. But you’ll have to speak up.”
Harley reflexively reached for his throat. “It’s all the lines I have to say. Being principal comedian, I carry all the responsibility for the show so my voice just goes sometimes….”
“Yes.”
“Yes?!” Harley found his voice for an instant but it went away again. “Yes? Really?”
“What do you think?” She smiled like a coquette.
“You really want to marry me?”
“Yes.” Her voice carried throughout city hall.
Harley glanced nervously at Mrs. Harmon who looked up only momentarily. Regaining his composure, he announced in his best business manner, “I’m so please the town of Cameron has decided to cooperate.” He leaned in to add, “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. When?”
“As soon as I get the license!” He laughed just like Toby, which caused Mrs. Harmon to look up.
“Oh, you already have your license, remember?” She seemed to enjoy teasing him. “You received that yesterday.”
Harley grinned. He liked the way she treated him. “Where do I go to get something like that?”
“County clerk’s office in the courthouse across the street,” she continued in her best business tone.
“Sshh,” he pleaded.
Billie ignored his request and kept her volume high. “I believe they can solve your problem.” She leaned in to whisper, “Don’t be so nervous.”
“I’m not,” he insisted. Harley steeled himself and spoke up. “Thank you, miss. I’ll see to that right away.” Reverting to a softer tone. “Tonight after the show.”
Billie’s eyes widened. She momentarily lost her composure. “Tonight after the show!?”
“Sshh.” Harley continued conspiratorially. “Um, I guess I can come by your house. Your parents can pick the minister and—“
“Oh no!” It was Billie’s turn to have an outburst which she quickly regretted. “I think we better elope.”
“Why?”
“I think it’s so romantic, don’t you?”
“If that’s what you want.”
“I’ll be waiting on the porch tonight.” Her eyes went soft with romance.
As Harley began to leave, he paused to wave and smile at Mrs. Harmon who was still busy going through the files.
“Nice dress, Mrs. Harley—“immediately catching his mistake he added, “I mean—Harmon.” He finally found his way out the door.
Billie couldn’t help but giggle but stopped abruptly when Harley re-entered.
“What’s your name?”
“Massengale. Billie Massengale.”
Harley repeated it a couple of times to commit it to memory. He was out the door, and Billie tried to resume her work at the counter but couldn’t concentrate because she was too excited. Harley had only been gone a few moments before coming back inside. Perhaps a principal comedian was aware that doing something three times created the maximum comedic impact.
“By the way,” he whispered as he leaned over the counter, “I love you.”
Billie pressed her dimples into their full glory. “I love you too.”
He paused long enough to cup her cheeks with his hands so he could kiss her firmly and with inspired passion. Finished he backed slowly to take in fully her classical beauty. He then skipped out the door and down the street.
Billie placed her elbows on the counter and cradled her face in her palms.
“Ooh la la,” she sighed, thinking of a dream about to come true.

Toby Chapter Three

Harley and Billie strolled down the main street of Cameron which stood amidst fields of corn, wheat and sorghum. Harley waved his arms with wild abandon, describing how he always wanted to be something different from a poor dirt farmer. He explained a traveling actor made as little as the people who scraped out a living from the earth. At least he made people laugh, he said. Billie’s eyes sparkled as she absorbed every word.
“And now you’re the principal comedian for a large traveling tent show,” she said in a breathless, awe-filled voice. “My, that is an impressive title.”
Harley stopped abruptly in the middle of the town square, his eyes wide with surprise and hope. The street lamps which dotted downtown cast dewy light, softening the harsh realities of life and creating a romantic illusion.
“You think so? I mean, of course it is.” He was glad Billie could not see him blush. “It—it took years of hard work and learning my craft….” His voice trailed off when he realized how pompous he was sounding. “That was kind of silly, wasn’t it?”
“Oh no, of course not.” Billie reached out to pat Harley’s hand.
“All of a sudden I thought of Mama. She always had a way of bringing me down to earth.”
“”What do you mean?” Billie crinkled her forehead in concern and sympathy. She revealed herself to be wise beyond her years.
Harley kicked the grass and began his story.
“Right before we came here we played Avoca. You know Avoca?”
“No,” she replied softly.
“It’s my hometown. My folks run a small farm. Me and my brothers and sisters helped with the chores. One day I was hoeing the cornfield when I saw some mean dark, menacing clouds form over the western horizon. I kept hoeing and looking up at the skies. Well, finally I had had enough of this. I threw down my hoe and marched home. I called back over my shoulder, ‘You can stay out there and get struck by lightning but I’m going home, where all God-fearing people blessed with common sense are.’”
Harley paused long enough to decipher the look on Billie’s face. He did not know if she believed every word he said or decided he was verifiably insane and was figuring how she could escape his clutches. He shook his head ruefully.
“Those rain clouds never came close to us. Mama was absolutely furious, saying I must be the laziest boy this side of the Pecos River. Papa, on the other hand, thought I was the funniest boy he ever did see and told me if there was a way to make money for making people laugh, I ought to do it.”
Billie giggled, which encouraged him to finish his story which he feared was the longest story he’d told anywhere.
“The next thing I knew I was working for Mr. Fox in his tent show travelling all through Texas, Oklahoma, New Mexico and Kansas.” He took off his straw boater and scratched his head. “So I got my parents free tickets when we played in Avoca.”
“How nice!” Billie beamed. “Did they like it?”
Harley shifted his stance. He realized he was showing her the real Harley Sadler which made him uncomfortable.
“Mama, she just sat there after the show, tapping her foot. I walked up and asked, ‘So what do you think?’ Finally she looked up and smiled real sweet and said, ‘I guess it was pretty good. I really liked the music.’ She paused to compose her thoughts and added, ‘But Harley, don’t you think it’s about time you got a job?”
“Why, that’s a terrible thing to say!” Billie put her hands on her hips in protest. “Acting is a wonderful job. And hard work too, I’d say. But a wonderful job.”
Harley’s heart leapt. No one had ever come to his defense before. Almost everyone in Avoca agreed with Mama. He should get a real job. Except for Papa. He didn’t say much but he grinned a lot.
“You think so?” He wanted Billie to tell him more about how wonderful he was. “You really think so?”
She pointed to a white wood clapboard house with a large porch and sturdy railing.
“There’s my house. Mama and Papa left the front porch lamp lit for us. Sit on the swing with me for a while.”
They walked up the stairs and sat on the swing. The air was thick with the scent of honeysuckle. Harley, for once, could not think of anything to say. Eventually the silence overwhelmed him. He started whistling an indiscernible tune.
“Be quiet,” Billie cut him off. “Mama and Papa are already in bed. Burnie too.”
“Burnie?”
“My brother. He’s such a lamb. So gentle.”
They lapsed into another silence. Since he was not allowed to whistle, Harley went back to his favorite topic—himself.
“So you think being an actor—traveling around in a tent show—would be a wonderful life?”
“It is for you, isn’t it??” She stared at him, fluttering her eyes.
“Oh, of course.” Harley blurted. Her reply caught him off-guard. “I sometimes wonder though, um, you know, how people who live in towns, well towns like, um, Cameron here, would feel about living with a tent show.”
A smiled flitted across her full lips. “What an odd thing to wonder.”
Harley realized this evening was not going exactly the way he planned. Was she just playing a joke on him? Was entertainment so rare in small Texas towns that girls liked to trifle with young men’s affections just to watch them squirm? When he left town tomorrow night, would she tell her friends how much fun it was to break a stranger’s heart? The thought of such palpable disappointment forced him to stand and go to the railing. He leaned out to stare up into the darkness.
“Clear sky tonight,” he whispered. “Clear skies are always good for business.”
“I imagine so.”
Lying down precariously on the railing, Harley cleared his throat.
“Oh yes, I know all about these things. As principal comedian I….” His voice dried up again. Bragging on himself was not really who he was. What he was good at was making people happy. Why was he so foolish to think any woman would be interested in Harley instead of Toby? He closed his eyes to keep from crying. It had been ten years since the last time he cried. He was in high school and he tried to talk to a girl at a school dance in the gymnasium.
“The weather is unusual warm for this time of year, don’t you think?” he had asked the girl.
“The dance is beginning to smell like a basketball game,” he added. When she laughed, he thought he was making progress.
“I apologized,” she said, the giggle still in her voice. “I don’t usually laugh at boys like you. I’m a church girl, but your rubber face is too silly to resist laughing at.”
He didn’t talk to another girl for a whole year.
“Penny for your thoughts.” Billie’s voice was almost breathless yet charged with an electricity Harley had never heard before.
“They ain’t worth that much. I’ll give them to you for free.”
“That’s a bargain. What are you thinking?”
“I was just wondering—oh, nothing.”
“What do you want?” Her question was pointed but not intimidating.
“What?” He felt so confused. Harley never realized confusion was one of the symptoms of falling in love.
“What do you want out of life? Do you want to be Toby the rest of your life?”
He could not look at her. He kept staring at the stars.
“I guess. Toby’s not so bad. He makes people laugh. Don’t you think people need to laugh?”
“Of course.” Billie paused as though she were giving the topic serious consideration. “But don’t you want to go to Hollywood?”
“Why go there when I can make people laugh right here?” he asked in earnest. “I can see them. That’s right. I can see them. I can hear them.” New ideas flooded his mind. “I know right then and there I made a difference in their life, even if it was just for a couple of hours. Besides, Hollywood’s not important. It’s all about making as much money as possible and showing off with a new big house and fancy cars. Being good to real honest-to-God people, that’s what is important. And if you’re good to people, good things happen to you.”
That’s right, he told himself. Why hadn’t he thought of that before?
“You can sit next to me, if you want to.” She spoke with kindness and romance.
Harley practically sprang from the railing onto the swing, immediately leaning into her face. Their eyes intently studied each other. Their heads, slowly but with determination, moved together until they kissed. When they separated, Billie pertly smiled and stood.
“I’ve got to go in now. Good night, Harley.”
After she went into her house, Harley continued to sit on the swing. The surprised look on his face slowly changed to contentment and more than just a little bit proud. Wow. A girl really did like him. Not Toby but him, Harley.