Monthly Archives: October 2019

Angels in My Eyes

Children see and feel more than we realize. Sometimes they say things that are so fantastic we decide they have to be lying. They only lie out of fear, the most threatening feeling of all. It takes years for a human being to lie for profit and self-aggrandizement. So when children make statements that appear to be lies, they are actually trying to express complex situations.
For example, when children complain their stomachs hurt, they’re trying to say they are scared, anxious, upset because someone has hurt their feelings. Even the idea that they didn’t want a parent to tell them to stop acting like a baby would be enough to bring on a nasty bellyache.
I know because I remember going through a similar experience, except I didn’t have a stomach ache.
I saw angels floating down from heaven.
I wasn’t hesitant to grab any adult available and point to the sky.
“Don’t you see them? Angels are coming down from heaven.”
Most neighbors were nice and merely said, “No, I’m sorry. I don’t see anything.”
I was not so lucky with my own family. My father scared the hell out of me. Remember I couldn’t have been more than four or five when I saw the angels, so I was very short. My father was six-foot two, two hundred fifty pounds and always looked like he was about to explode into a spate of dirty words—which he often did. I don’t think I said hello to him I was eight and then I only whispered it so he didn’t hear me.
When I told my mother, she demanded I should get those foolish ideas out of my head right now. I was taking up valuable time of people who had really important things to do.
My brother, who would eventually become an alcoholic, warned me never to say that to anyone else ever again. “People will think you’re crazy, and they’ll lock you up in the state mental hospital and keep you there until you die. I didn’t completely understand what all that meant but it sounded awful.
My older brother, who would spend much of his adult life in the aforementioned state mental hospital, pooh-poohed my observation. “Oh, you just want attention.” I didn’t think there was anything wrong with wanting attention. Everyone wanted attention at one time or another, but I decided not to continue the discussion because I didn’t want to be accused of wanting attention again.
Eventually I forgot that I could see angels floating in the sky. Surviving childhood took up all my time. I think it was after I was married and had children I discovered something quite enlightening. Humans have secretions to keep the eyeballs moist. Dry eyes are not comfortable. That’s why we have to put drops in our eyes sometimes.
When putting drops in my eyes once, I noticed rivulets going down my eyeballs. They looked just the angels coming down from heaven.
So it wasn’t foolishness, it wasn’t insanity and it was a cry for attention. I really saw something and only described it the best way I knew how as a small child.
They weren’t angels in the sky. They were angels in my eyes. I think it’s better that way.

David, Wallis and the Mercenary Chapter Eighty-Nine

Previously: Mercenary Leon meets MI6 spies David, the Prince of Wales and socialite Wallis Spencer. David becomes king then abdicates to marry Wallis. He becomes Bahamas governor. Leon dies and his son Sidney becomes a mercenary. Sidney saves David in a riot. David hires him as his valet.
As Wallis descended the ramp of the ocean liner at the port of Baltimore, cameras clicked. She ran her tongue across her teeth to make sure they were free of lipstick before smiling and striking a pose. Reporters shouted questions. Before moving on, she answered a few of them.
“I’m visiting my Aunt Bessie. She has been in declining health for some time, and she contacted me to drop in on her. I will not accept any social invitations during my visit.”
Bessie beamed when she walked in the door but her eyes went blank as she asked who her visitor was.
“I’m Wallis, remember? Your favorite niece.”
“Of course you are.” Bessie shook her head as though to brush away the cobwebs. “I’ve just gotten up from a nap and my mind is all fuzzy.” She paused as her eyes lit. “We must have a party while you’re here. We’ll invite your old friends from school—“
“But I wanted to spend my time with you alone.” Wallis patted her cheek.
“That might be boring for you, my dear,” Bessie replied. “I spend my time sleeping.”
Wallis laughed. “Well, I feel like a nap myself. The trip was quite fatiguing.”
“You go right ahead.” Bessie yawned. “I feel like resting my eyes too.”
When Wallis left the room, she whispered to the live-in nurse, “I really have business in Warrenton while here but I don’t want the newspapers to know if you understand what I mean.”
“Of course, ma’am.”
Wallis slipped her a few bills. “I’m sure Aunt Bessie won’t miss me.”
The Duchess took the midnight train to New York City. She wore her drabbest traveling attire and her overnight bag was so small it looked like a purse. Not a single reporter noticed she left Baltimore or arrived in New York. From the station Wallis hailed a taxi to take her to a seedy hotel. The next morning she went to a second-hand shop where she bought an old dress which could pass as a maid’s uniform. Then she bought a gray-haired wig and stage makeup at a theatrical supply store.
After she changed her attire and made herself look a decade older, Wallis sneaked into the servants’ entrance at the elegant Stanhope Hotel. She stood close to the room service phone answering it and responding the best she could to the clients’ requests. By sunset she sighed This mission she had assigned herself might take several days. The next call was from Lillian Turner, companion to Kiki Preston.
“Miss Preston would like a glass of milk before retiring.”
“But of course.” Wallis faked a French accent. “And what suite is that?” After Lillian replied, Wallis said, “I shall bring it right up.”
Wallis retrieved a glass of milk from the kitchen and called Kiki’s suite again, this time using an Appalachian twang.
“Miz Turner, this is the front desk and there is a delivery man who insists you come down personally right now to sign for a package.”
Lillian paused. “But I have a glass of milk coming up from the kitchen for Miss Preston right now.”
“Jest leave the door unlocked,” Wallis suggested in her twang. “This delivery man is being absolutely rude.”
“I suppose it won’t hurt.” Then Lillian hung up.
Wallis dashed for the service elevator and went up to Kiki’s suite. She slipped in the door and knocked at the bedroom.
“I have your milk, ma’am.” Wallis used her French accent. She stopped after entering and seeing Kiki in her pajamas. The former playgirl had gained weight over the years, and her face was puffy. Wallis put the glass on a table and strode toward her. “You look like hell.”
Kiki frowned. “Who are you?”
“Do you still have your silver syringe?”
Kiki clinched her jaw. “You are extremely vulgar.” She looked toward the sitting room. “Lillian?”
“Your friend isn’t here. No one to bail you out this time.”
“Leave my room immediately.” Kiki marched toward Wallis with her hand lifted to strike her.
Wallis knocked it away, like swatting a fly, then smirked. “Is that the best you can do?” Her face went blank. “You know George died.”
“Yes.”
“You have anything to do with it?”
Kiki tried to brush past her. “You must be insane.”
“Yes, I think I am. You have to be a bit insane to get along in this world.” Wallis pushed Kiki down on the bed. “We met once in a theater years ago. I told you to leave George alone.”
“I haven’t seen George since he married.”
Wallis saw fear enter Kiki’s eyes. “I don’t care.” She grabbed Kiki and pushed her toward the window. “You made his life hell. You have to pay.”
Wallis pushed her out the window and watched Kiki’s body hit the concrete. Blood flowed from her head.
“Bye, bye, Kiki.”
Going to the closet, Wallis pulled out a long plush coat and put it over her uniform. She took off the wig and brushed out her hair. In a few seconds she changed her makeup. Pushing the wig in a coat pocket, Wallis walked out of the suite. She saw an old woman leave the elevator, and Wallis turned the other way.
Back at the seedy hotel, Wallis left the coat, dress and wig under the bed. Wearing her drab traveling suit, she went to the station and caught a train to Warrenton. She spent the morning wandering through the Blue Ridge foothills gathering her favorite lethal herbs in case she might need them for some unforeseen situation. She stashed them in her overnight bag. By night she was back in Baltimore visiting Aunt Bessie again. After a long warm relaxing bath, of course.
Wallis stayed a few more days, patiently listening to Aunt Bessie ramble on about happier days. Over breakfast she read in the Baltimore newspaper about the suicide of Kiki Preston, socialite daughter of American industrialist Edwin Gwyn. She was related to the Vanderbilts. Wallis raised an eyebrow. She didn’t know that. Continuing her reading, Wallis did know what was written next. Kiki was addicted to several drugs which may have led to her suicide, police reports said.
Wallis smiled. Her plan had worked.
Another story did not make her smile. The newspaper reported the Duchess of Windsor was in Baltimore allegedly to visit her ailing aunt but experts on the British Royal family speculated the Duchess used her aunt as a subterfuge to buy the latest fashions.
Hmph. Baltimore doesn’t sell the latest fashions. Damn reporters. At least they don’t have any idea of why I really came to the States.
When Wallis arrived in Nassau, David was in conference with the Bay Street Boys, so she decided to spend the afternoon sitting in the private garden behind the Governor’s Palace. She was alone only a few minutes when Wallis heard footsteps behind her. Clicking heels.
“Duchess, I hope you don’t mind my intruding upon your meditations.”
Wallis looked up to see the blonde who came to David’s office with Harry Oakes. She smiled. The woman’s head seemed to be circled by a corona. Most of the time the other part of Wallis stayed submerged. Only a few women in her life had awakened it in her.
“No, not at all. Sit next to me on the bench.”
“My name is Aline.” She took her time positioning herself, crossing her legs just so. “I am Harry Oates’ assistant, but this visit is of a personal nature.”
“Oh?” Wallis held her breath. She acknowledged her depression over watching Aunt Bessie disappear even as she still lived. She also knew she had taken on David’s depression over the loss of his brother. This melancholia allowed her repressed feelings to emerge.
“While you were gone I accidentally ran into your husband. Once at the Rialto. He was having a solitary moment over his drink. I think he was missing you. A few days later we had a drink after a meeting of the Bay Street Boys. There were other encounters, I don’t remember where. The point is they were completely innocent.” She cocked her head and smiled in a shrewd manner. “People love to gossip, you know.”
Wallis laughed. “My dear, I’ve been married three times. I know all about gossip.”
“I think we spoke so often because we discovered we are distantly related.”
“Of course, because Victoria had so many children, almost everybody in Europe is related.”
Wallis’s eyes crinkled.
“Except I’m from Montana,” Aline added.
Wallis cackled. “You are so unpredictable! I just love you!”
Now why did I say that?”
“You see, my mother was a cousin of the Romanovs. She married a member of the Ribbentrop family, and they moved to Eleuthera.”
Ribbentrops. This is getting too personal by the minute.
“I thought only fishermen lived there,” Wallis mumbled, half stammering.
“That’s what they thought too. The Bolsheviks caught up with them and killed her husband. A local boy saved her, and she went to Montana. That’s where I was born.”
“Then how did you get to the Bahamas?” Wallis lit a cigarette.
“My mother died and I had to live with my father.” Aline paused. “I might as well tell you. My father is Harry Oakes.”
“You poor child,” Wallis whispered.
“He’s a crook.” Tears filled Aline’s eyes. “I know things…” Her voice trailed off. She stared at Wallis. “I’ve only met you, but I feel I can trust you.”
Wallis turned to Aline but refrained from hugging her. “Of course you can trust me.”
“I want Nassau to be honest, and it can’t be honest with my father in charge—yes, he’s in charge.” She paused. “I can tell you things I couldn’t tell the Duke.”
“Come to me with anything. I’ll protect you.”
“Thank you.” Aline put her hand on Wallis leg and smiled. “Silk. I’m not surprised.”
Wallis tried to speak, but words wouldn’t come.
Aline smiled. “I have a lovely secluded apartment not far from here. And the neighbors are discreet.”
“How interesting.” Wallis could not think of anything else to say.

Booth’s Revenge Chapter Fourteen

Previously: Booth shoots Lincoln and breaks leg in escape.Stanton goes to Seward’s house when he hears of the stabbing. Someone tries to shoot Andrew Johnson. Gabby runs away from the basement in the rain. Lincoln friend Ward Lamon tries to find him.

His eyes wide and vacant, Lafayette Baker stumbled through the basement billiards room one last time, looking for any telltale signs that three people had spent the last two and a half years in the room. He walked behind large wooden crates in the corner and saw a couple of rumpled blankets. This is where the crazy man must have slept, Baker told himself. No one should see the blankets on the floor. He picked them up and walked over to the middle of the room where the butler Cleotis knelt to scrub the bloodstains.
“These need to be laundered and put away.” Baker stuck the blankets in the butler’s face.
“Yes, sir. Of course, sir.” Cleotis took them and laid them aside. “Don’t worry, sir. By morning, all will be back the way it should be.”
“No,” Baker replied, a numbness in his voice. “Nothing will be the way it should be ever again.” He flinched as he saw Cleotis smiling. He wondered how the butler could find it within himself to smile at him, knowing what he really was deep in his dark, cankered heart.
“Now, you go do what you have to do with the soldier boy’s body, and then I recommend you get a good night’s sleep. A heap of sleep does the soul good.”
“Thank you, Cleotis.” Walking into the hall, he stopped to avoid bumping into the pregnant woman who was wiping his puke from the floor.
“Thank you for cleaning up this,” Baker mumbled. “What was your name?”
Phebe stood and began to walk away. “Don’t thank me. It’s my job.”
“And your name?”
“And why would a fine white man like you want to know my name?” Phebe asked in a tired voice.
“I—I just want to thank you,” he replied, his voice barely above a whisper. Baker realized he had never bothered to ask anyone’s name before so he could thank them personally, but this night he found thanking people important.
“I already told you,” she said as she walked into the kitchen. “You don’t have to thank me. It’s my job.”
As Baker walked outside, he put on his hat and turned up his collar as he headed for the carriage. Squinting, he thought he saw President Lincoln looking into the back of the carriage at the body. He retreated a few steps. By now, the president ought to be dead, he told himself. The man in the long coat and top hat scurried down the driveway, disappearing in the dark rain. It was not Lincoln after all, Baker realized, but the crazy man from the basement. Why did he come back? Now he knew Adam Christy was dead. The crazy man was someone else Stanton would want him to kill, and he did not want to kill anyone again in his life. Too many people had died already.
Mounting the carriage, Baker took the reins and commanded the horses to move. His mind was blank as the carriage clacked down the street. He did not know if he was going to dump the body in the Potomac, as he had done with the two imposters, or bury it out in the countryside. Baker shook his head. That would be like burying himself. With all this blood on his hands, he was not ready for Judgment Day.
Death. How do people deal with death? Baker had never given it any thought at all throughout his life. Most of the time he just walked away and let someone else deal with the body. After riding through the rain another couple of blocks, Baker’s mind wandered to all the thousands of soldiers on the battlefields. Most of them disappeared into graves dug exactly at the spot where they had died, but a few somehow found their way into wagons and then onto trains where they made the long journey home for burial.
How could the families stand to see the decaying corpses in their wooden coffins? They were not decaying, Baker reminded himself. A new process kept the bodies from rotting. They called it embalming. President Lincoln’s personal guard Elmer Ellsworth underwent the new procedure after he was shot and killed in Alexandria, Virginia, earlier in 1862. Then Lincoln’s son Willie endured the same process. Rumors had it Lincoln went to the tomb often, had the coffin opened so he could run his fingers through Willie’s hair. Even the imposter, Baker heard gossips say, had gone to the tomb to look at the boy’s body. But that report was just gossip.
If those bodies could be preserved, then Adam Christy could be kept looking life-like, at least until Baker resolved his feelings about this tragic situation. What was the name of the doctor? Baker wrinkled his brow. He had to remember him. After all, he was the father of modern embalming. An etching of his face had been in the newspaper. He was from New York and became rich in the 1850s perfecting his techniques. The doctor came to Washington after the beginning of the war. The Lincolns requested his services for Ellsworth and Willie. His reputation was made.
“Holmes,” Baker muttered. “Dr. Thomas Holmes.” He clicked the reins, hastening the horses to turn on another street at the next corner. Memories began to flood back. Baker had actually been to his office before. Stanton wanted to make sure the son of an important Republican senator was properly preserved before the body went home. In a few minutes, Baker pulled the carriage up to the portico of Dr. Holmes’ office. Kerosene lamps still flickered in the windows.
A servant answered the door when Baker knocked.
“I need to see the doctor. It’s an emergency.”
“The doctor is terribly busy right now.”
A voice called out from the back. “Who is it, Jeffrey?”
“The man says it’s an emergency.”
“Then show him in.”
Baker followed Jeffrey into the doctor’s office. His eyes fixed on a table where a thin young man lay with a thick tube inserted in his chest. More death. His nostrils flared from the unpleasantly acrid odor of the embalming fluid. Dr. Holmes, wearing a white stained operating robe, walked toward him.
“It must be an emergency to come out in a storm like this.” He wiped his hands on a towel.
“It—it’s my son,” Baker lied. He became acutely aware of rain copiously dripping from his nose. He wiped his face with his coat sleeve.
“Where is he?”
Baker turned to point toward the door. “He’s in the back of my carriage. Out there.”
“My goodness, we can’t allow that,” Holmes replied. “Jeffrey, get some help and bring the boy in.” He reached for two tea towels on a washstand and handed them to Baker. “You look terrible, sir. Please take off your overcoat and dry yourself.”
“Thank you, sir.”
“How long has your son been dead, Mr.—I’m sorry, what is your name?”
Baker blinked. He did not want the doctor to know who he really was. “Christy,” he blurted out.
He patted his hair with the towel over his face to give himself more time. “Abraham Christy. My son, Adam shot himself in the face less than an hour ago.” Baker shook his head. “I knew right off he was dead. No need to go to a hospital. And I don’t want the authorities involved. No damn government.”
“Sir?”
“He’s—he was a soldier. A deserter.” Baker’s minds raced as his eyes wandered around the room. “He couldn’t take it anymore. He had seen too much. He killed too many other young men. He didn’t see any other way out.”
Jeffrey and another assistant carried the body in and placed it on a table next to the other corpse. They removed the cover. Baker winced again as he saw the gunshot wound to the mouth.
Holmes walked to the table to take a closer look, lightly touching Christy’s lips. “I’ve seen worse.” He looked at Baker. “We don’t want his mother to see him like this, though, do we, Mr. Christy?”
“No, sir.” Baker shuffled his feet. “His mother is in California. That’s why I got him to you as fast as I could. I figure the sooner you can start on him the less—less bad he will look when he finally gets home.”
“He’ll look just like he’s sleeping.” Holmes bent over more closely. He left the table and came to Baker. “California, you said. That’s going to require quite a bit of the fluid. It’s my own concoction, part arsenic, mercury and zinc salts. Three dollars a gallon. Then there’s the evisceration of the organs. That has to be done tonight to keep the body from decaying. I’ve had a long day. This has to be worth my time.”
“Any price. I’ll pay it. I know you’re the best. Everyone knows you did a good job on the Lincolns’ little boy.” Baker stopped abruptly when he realized he mentioned the president’s name. Considering what was happening across town at Ford’s Theater, he did not want any connection between himself and President Lincoln.